Tutorial Hell Is a Billion-Dollar Problem

Let me say something that might make people uncomfortable:

Tutorial hell is not an accident.
It’s a system.
And it’s making a lot of money.

I Thought I Was Learning

I remember the feeling.

New course.
New playlist.
New roadmap.

“This time,” I told myself, “I’m going to master it.”

The instructor was clear.
The project worked.
The code ran.

I felt productive, Intelligent, On track.

Then I closed the video.

Opened a blank file.

And my brain went completely silent.

No ideas.
No structure.
No confidence.

Just a blinking cursor.

The Addiction Nobody Talks About

Tutorials feel like progress.

They give you:

• Direction
• Momentum
• Clarity
• Small wins

But here’s the uncomfortable truth:

You’re not solving problems.

You’re watching someone else solve them.

Your brain isn’t building decision-making muscle.
It’s building recognition.

And recognition feels like understanding, until you’re alone.

Why It’s a Billion-Dollar Problem

Online learning platforms thrive on one thing: "Retention".

Not mastery.
Not independence.
Retention.

If you finish a course and immediately feel capable of building your own projects without coming back…

You don’t need another course.

But if you finish and feel like:

“I think I get it… but maybe I should watch one more tutorial.”

You stay.

You subscribe.
You enroll.
You keep consuming.

Nobody is evil here.
But the system rewards keeping you learning, not releasing you.

And that difference changes everything.

The Quiet Damage

Tutorial hell doesn’t just waste time.

It damages confidence.

You start to think:

• “Maybe I’m just slow.”
• “Maybe I’m not smart enough.”
• “Other people are getting this faster.”
• “Why can’t I build anything alone?”

You don’t realize the problem isn’t you.

It’s that you’ve trained yourself to follow, not to decide.

And programming is mostly decisions.

The Moment It Hit Me

The shift for me didn’t happen during a tutorial.

It happened during frustration.

I tried building something small.
It broke.
I had no guide.
No step-by-step.
No instructor voice telling me what to type next.

It was uncomfortable.
Messy.
Slow.

And weirdly… that’s when I learned the most.

Because I had to think.

Not copy.
Not follow.
Not predict what line came next.

Think.

And thinking is exhausting.

Which is why tutorials feel easier.

Why This Cycle Is So Hard to Escape

Tutorial hell is comfortable.
Building alone is uncomfortable.
Humans avoid discomfort.

So when your project gets hard, you do what feels productive:

You open YouTube.
You search:
“How to build X in React.”

And suddenly everything feels structured again.

But structure borrowed is not structure built.

The Brutal Truth

You don’t escape tutorial hell by watching a tutorial about escaping tutorial hell.

You escape it by:

• Closing the video
• Building something slightly wrong
• Getting stuck
• Googling intentionally
• Fixing it
• Repeating

It feels slower.
It feels uglier.
It feels less impressive.

But it builds something tutorials don’t: "Ownership".

The Real Cost

The cost of tutorial hell isn’t money. It’s years.

Years of:

• Almost being ready
• Almost feeling confident
• Almost building something real

You don’t need another roadmap!

You need discomfort.

Not overwhelming chaos.
Just enough friction to force thinking.

This Isn’t Anti-Tutorial

Tutorials are tools.

But tools are dangerous when they become crutches.

Use them to:

• Understand concepts
• See patterns
• Learn structure

Then leave.
Don’t live there.

If This Feels Personal…

Good.

It felt personal when I realized it too.

If you’ve ever:

• Built something perfectly with a video
• Failed to rebuild it alone
• Questioned your intelligence
• Bought “just one more course”

You’re not broken.

You’re just stuck in a system that rewards watching more than building.

And the only way out isn’t dramatic.

It’s small.

Build one imperfect thing without guidance.

Then another, then another.

And eventually, you’ll look back and realize:

You don’t need someone telling you what to type anymore.

Tutorial hell isn’t about laziness.
It’s about comfort.
And comfort is expensive.

If you want to actually grow,
you’ll have to choose discomfort on purpose.

Not forever.

Just long enough to start thinking for yourself.